When the mind is tunes like a fine instrument with the reality that is; it's the million cutaway snapshots of the thought that make it hard to shut-off.

 

For instance, Bear Mccreary; when i read something or see his name; thoughts pop into my mind; one to intense and to close to "it" doesn't see whole picture thus judges within narrow confines of thought and he only looks relaxed and approachable while sleeping on his stomach; his favored position since baby hood.

 

How i know; it pops up; I see him through other eyes like a dream; sleeping and try to speak to him in a state he is receptive but i can really only see and feel, what... sadness no not sadness, but awe and the wish to relieve all conscious anxiety as easy as his presence while sleeping disregards my dream form that he knows is there but cannot see or feel kinda like a fantasm but I'm only borrowing the "eyes.

 

Yeesh it is hard to explain; sometimes i don't know how I know but in some moments I get stimiuli from sources that are not physically there?

 

AHHHHHHHH! Hell. That type of site is getting stronger 'cause i can't keep track in real time in RL 'cause others must take priority now.

Do you understand?

 

Like Mooring..... He conjures me up late; what he thinks about me I don't know and i don't really care; but his thoughts mull over late at night; he tries but does not have the skill to tap into actual thoughts to have a conversation but well, shucks he tries; I just shoot him a mental telegram once in a while during those late night moments if I'm awake; if sometimes just sht the frak up I'm trying to sleep; try to reach me on the weekend; or call up my service; "They are not exactly punctual but they are reliable. I'll get the jist sooner or later.

 

And i offer for you perusal; is this crazy; I sounds like it to me too; but is it plausable. Why not?

 

Whales send calls to other whales over thousands of miles with sonar; that's in nature. And as a believer in Einstein; energy never disappears it changes; may be I've got a few extra neurons passed from generation to generation that if trained and called upon properly give me signals others dismiss but my open mind accepts but chooses to file in order of importance to conscious daily activities.

 

SO these moments aren't "OMG I'm having a feel through moment and my world has to stop "though some are at times (which involves frequent "sensual" straining; shivers, goosebumps and lack of sleep) I just file them under isn't that interesting" don't to I don'tneed to know that.

 

Music and music lyrics are a language I share with the universe; like a network or a telegragh system; It's been instilled n me since childhood because of my family and then MY love of music of all kind. It's a natural way for me to send out what i feel and receive back my answer. Chanting is my other way. It quiets the leeser ego self and allows the "bigger self" open to the universe and truly listen for the answer that "is"

 

That's why me and the biz people have this love/hate tussle goin' on :they want to create a viirtual world in which they can set themselves up as powers and possibly leaders and gods; to sway many to their virtual thought. I tell them what is sometimes early enough for course correction to make virtual what "is" so their "viirtual world" actual manifest in their here and now world "The RL real world we experience day to day. 

 

I do this to help them free themselves from virtual egotistical thought; they use me to gain virtual to RL connection . Then we get this breakdown and i leave and they either find a way to make the connection on their own or....

they never regain it.

 

We are at this juncture; I am processing  the BSG in lower frequencies as basically i don't care what happens to sci-fi or BSG; I need  rest from these creatures; so there is a basic purge going on in my dreams, and the flaskes to clear that stuff out.

To ready for another.

 

Sorry it was long and nuttier than leftover frozen x-mas fruitcake but my small and limited thought and vocabulary are trying to explain processes.

Thank you and happy future for us all. 

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